I had been put down for my weight, looked at as sub normal, told I was fat, and by standards I was, but inside was a Divine presents that wanted to be understood, and released. I needed to honor her. I wanted that feeling of value. My emotions: Yes, that was the hardest part, as I learned to allow them to flow up and out of me. I had always pushed down my emotions so no one knew how I felt, I was afraid of begin rejected. I have learned thru the process that I am powerful, beyond all my prior imaging. I feel so good in my body, my heart is freer, I rejoice more, and I walk taller. I have inner strength to stand up for myself, like I never have before. I have an inner awareness of WELLNESS. I have found a greater clarity in my life purpose and more connection with my body.